Man with E.G.O.

heyya,,,try to chillout after working my as* out of work,gosh,,try my best to have a nice sleep,get lazzzzzy and be whatever i am for the last 2 days in these "crazy" weekend what everybody so called vallentine's day or imlek day,,yea whateva...for me,it's just a getaways from my hectic days so far,,,

but then, as i stupidly open my mails,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,goooooooosshhhh damn it,,,,bug me right in the perfect mood.

gosh,i'm so tired,,,and when i'm not tired,,i'm just mad,,maddd,,maddd,,and madd,,,the problem is,i feel like numb. totally numb. i smile,i laugh,but i don't really smile or laugh. i'm soooo mad.

about my hectic work, me of being lonely,and numb.

No...No...i guess,i'm not mad about my hectic world,i used to loved it.and i am a hectic and so-ready underpressure-person.

i think i mad to myself, because i don't know what to do.

everything seems so wrong. what is happening with me ?

i think tht's Man with E.G.O. goshhhhhhhhhhhhh i hate it. just leave me alone. U're really ruin my life,and everything seems not good enough for you.

whatever.