taughts..

It's good to be a traveller somehow.

it's like being in a few somewhere i don't know places in a different time. I can taste the vibe. i can smell the atmosphere. And for some reasons, i feel like i am free. like a bird.

Life's getting good. And i thank God every single day since that.

I remember my Grandma said to me, "live well,dear. And stays whatever your are to keep your dignity". She passed away a year ago, catchup to her beloved husband -yes,my great grandpa-, that has already passed away when i was 17. I missed them so much. And i cry sometimes, not to remember how to lose them, but because i realize..this is the feeling when you missed somebody and you cry, and you memorize the good thing. Lessons that you'll never get enough from anybody else.

And i do believe, God above has taken both of them in a very good place.

They already taught my parents and their entire grandsons and granddaughters very well. This good values i hope i will pass to my daughters or sons someday.

I love you all, without any doubt.God bless.

xoxo
Dhien

Man with E.G.O.

heyya,,,try to chillout after working my as* out of work,gosh,,try my best to have a nice sleep,get lazzzzzy and be whatever i am for the last 2 days in these "crazy" weekend what everybody so called vallentine's day or imlek day,,yea whateva...for me,it's just a getaways from my hectic days so far,,,

but then, as i stupidly open my mails,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,goooooooosshhhh damn it,,,,bug me right in the perfect mood.

gosh,i'm so tired,,,and when i'm not tired,,i'm just mad,,maddd,,maddd,,and madd,,,the problem is,i feel like numb. totally numb. i smile,i laugh,but i don't really smile or laugh. i'm soooo mad.

about my hectic work, me of being lonely,and numb.

No...No...i guess,i'm not mad about my hectic world,i used to loved it.and i am a hectic and so-ready underpressure-person.

i think i mad to myself, because i don't know what to do.

everything seems so wrong. what is happening with me ?

i think tht's Man with E.G.O. goshhhhhhhhhhhhh i hate it. just leave me alone. U're really ruin my life,and everything seems not good enough for you.

whatever.